Travel

Tonight it took 5 hours door to door to travel from the Apt in Denver to our house in Lancaster. Not bad since they are 1000 miles apart! I still think it was so weir that Dave was in Florida and I was in Denver! At least I got to see the Kitties. I spent the whole weekend being sick and really didn't do much. I took my camera anticipating I would wander and take photos, but nope I was not up for it.

I did determine that X-Country skiing is a great workout. As I have not been this sore in a long time. Glad it will be become part of something I normally do eventually.
Although I did realize that I do need to dress differently. I dressed like I do for downhill and that was a mistake as I was getting really hot. Next time, 2 weeks from now, I'll go a lot lighter.

Tonight we flew over the snow covered grand canyon at sunset...talk about beautiful!

More Denver

Been in Denver the last two weekends! Seriosuly feel like I know the Denver airport way to well!

The weird thing is this weekend Dave is not here.

I got sick for the 3rd time this winter this past week. Stupid colds! I blame it on all the airplane rides.

Yesterday I didn't do to much, basically went shopping until I felt horrible and rented a movie, then took NyQuil and went to bed! Yeah an exciting Friday night.

Today I decided I should go Cross Country skiing! It was fun, but a mistake, as I felt horrible. Stuck to the green trails as I'm not a very good X-Country skier. I'm great at downhill, but have a lot to learn with X-County. I still fell twice going down hill. I just got freaked out.

Luckily the Terps were on ESPN2, so I was able to watch them Kick NC State butt!

Tomorrow I want to go running, but don't know how my cold will handle it. If not, think I'll be hitting the outlet mall instead!

I'll be back in 2 weeks and hoepfully by March I'll be out here for good!

2010 Goals

On a more positive note, I thought I'd jot down some goals for myself for the year. I usually have this kind of stuff in my head, but figured my blog is a good place to actually write this stuff down.

1. MOVE!!!! Move to Colorado ASAP! Hopefully with a job and relocation, but if it doesn't work out, then just go!
2. Order sample albums and more sample products for the photog business.
3. Start up the photography biz in Denver.
4. Hike another 13000 ft+ mountain with Dave
5. Complete in at lest 2 duathlons this year and maybe one tri (as long as its not in the ocean!).
6. Rework my website!

YUP!

Things just are not going my way! This is definitely a big test for me, huh..a test of how well I can hold together. I think I'm failing so far.

What To Do...

I had an awesome time in Denver. I loved it there so much. I had a really hard time driving back to Cali. Broke down crying when I hit Utah. Now I'm back and more upset then ever. I have been very negative and I can't seem to stop no matter how hard I try. I know I can't do this past April or so. So if no jobs in 3 months, then what. Seriously, what do I do with my life? And its not like there is really a lack of jobs. Yes its not the best time to be looking, but jobs are being posted and I just can't get anyone to give me the time of day. I'm super frustrated. And I really don't know what I will do...any ideas? Become a ski bum? LOL.